Kurz vor dem Wochenende gibt es ab sofort auf GRHeute ein paar Gedichte, Geschichten und Sonstiges von unserem Musikredaktor Chris Bluemoon. Stöbern, lesen, kopieren oder einfach auch nur geniessen. Heute das Stück: «Monster» aus dem Jahre 2012.

Back in the days when I was younger.
I couldn’t lose the feeling, I don’t belong here.
I didn’t realize you were growing faster than me older and bigger.
Now you’re holding a gun against me with the finger on the trigger.
Every scar feels like a evil signature of you.
The hardest times you let me lonely going through.
I stopped lookin’ for a monster under my bed.
as I realized that it already lives inside of my head.

You make me crawling in the rain.
You’re the reason for all my wasted pain.
It’s your due, that everyone calls my psycho.03
Do I have to kill myself, that you let me go?

I take a look at the strangers around me.
Don’t know if there’s someone who could save me.
You made a casuality of me, by routing everyone out of my zone.
You made me hate everyone, so I couldn’t find a place like home.
I’ve lost my faith in humanity like over ten years ago.
Met so many people, now they really don’t wanna know.
I stopped lookin’ for a monster under my bed.
as I realized that it already lives inside of my head.